Monday, June 23, 2008

i cleaned up my room finally

i finally cleaned up my room.... phew, for like all the stuffs i started to collect since 2006 till these few days ago, i finally cleaned them all and threw away those un wanted stuffs..... and i discovered some un touched films too.... wow.....and i've counted the negatives, i've taken over more than 50 rolls of films in 2 years time, still counting.



i dono how i get offended, but i feels like writing this down,

as far as i go or as long as i start taking pictures with cameras, i don't really enjoying others calling me a photographer, i guess i'm not a photographer..... yet. may be you do have a few of cool and expensive gadgets or some uber cool editing technique, but it doesn't really meant that you understand what you're taking, and what for, all you do is shoot cause you feels that "hey this pic will defenately looks cool with this shooting style" then you just snap it, law by law, book by book. no pointy fingers here, im pointing at myself, i admit i did that all the time, thats why i'm not a photographer yet. maybe, i guess i need more meditation on looking at things more differently, it takes time to do alot of soul searching to appreciate others work. photographer have to be very sensitive, not to lights only, but to him or herself. im no photographer, im a student, learning.