sunday 29june 2008

8am went for a portrait session for a pregnant mother and his child. kinda hard though, in ampang, there was one place is like heaven, it was so nice and cool. the house besides the river side is just too awsome.




after the portrait session, went back home edit some pics then i had a nap, then my i dreamt about my mom too, and she still thinks about me all the time. glad to know that mom. thanks.
well, everyone takes photos have their own style or might be influence by the music too, and i like these 2 japs band, so awsome.

27th-29th

since 27th of june, i never really went to bed, stayed up the whole night editing pictures and silkroad awhile with my bro and his gf, then till 7am, i went out for some shots, coz the colour just asking me to go out for some shots. saturday, it was just awsome, no cars, not much. the sky is not really nice though, shooting took me 30min arround my area. after shooting, i took a bath and continue my work till 1pm something, james say might go KLCC for the packaging stuffs, and might need to wait till 3pm then only off there. i went for a hair cut, since recently the weather is just so moody. and i took back the roll of films from the shop, from the Nikon FM2 from desmond, its been like 2 months to finish that roll.

from FM2

im still awake, later 8am got shooting somemore.... damn, i should get some rest,.... maybe.....

black and white feelings

anyone can be a stranger, even the person you knew for a very long time. i dont really enjoy the feeling of being surrounded by strangers, so when you see me walking by, do say HEY WATS UP! to me!
maybe, sometimes everybody need somebody to survive. i saw this dude gave this girl a big hug with full heart, but it was a goodbye hug. hope she will not forget him that easily.
if you wana make things clear, just ask, or speak to that person directly. or you're still too affraid to cross the roads by yourown and need someone hold your hand. or you can just be a grown up, cross your own road. stop spining around on your own spot, people across the roads have no idea what you up to.




ok, cut the crap, some friends just told me that i should promote myself more to other friends whom have no idea what am im doing now, so, i will listen to them for only few days. huhahahhahahaa. some even ask me why the describtion so emo, c'mon, i listen to bob marley, why am i emo? i wont man~ okay, time for some nice song to cheer me more!

1. yellow- coldplay
2. starlight- muse
3. fun punch- bag raiders
4. wonderboy- tenacious D
5. are you gona be my girl- jet
6. closing time- semi sonic
7. wonderwall- oasis
8. i've got a feeling- the beatles

surfing in the streets

went down kl for some street shots on wed with desmond, kinda feels like go out shooting rather than staing in my room. just wana walk out from that freaking room.

120format selfportrait

we got 2 weeks of preparations and everyone did a good job, but in the end, the freaking orange mode BLEW it! F you! lesson learnt!introducing mr kevin AKA lecturer

desomnd

desmond's and ver's version of flare shot

ver's painting

we found stephen chow in the pic..... LOLZ

Farah with the awsome hair do!

aikal with the stylo look

mr kevin's test shots

keyla the devil queen

its kinda hard for us to find the perfect lighting for her

i only need one shot will do, yes, just one shot.

the making, des on cam

have to love this pic

focus focus

i cleaned up my room finally

i finally cleaned up my room.... phew, for like all the stuffs i started to collect since 2006 till these few days ago, i finally cleaned them all and threw away those un wanted stuffs..... and i discovered some un touched films too.... wow.....and i've counted the negatives, i've taken over more than 50 rolls of films in 2 years time, still counting.

i dono how i get offended, but i feels like writing this down,

as far as i go or as long as i start taking pictures with cameras, i don't really enjoying others calling me a photographer, i guess i'm not a photographer..... yet. may be you do have a few of cool and expensive gadgets or some uber cool editing technique, but it doesn't really meant that you understand what you're taking, and what for, all you do is shoot cause you feels that "hey this pic will defenately looks cool with this shooting style" then you just snap it, law by law, book by book. no pointy fingers here, im pointing at myself, i admit i did that all the time, thats why i'm not a photographer yet. maybe, i guess i need more meditation on looking at things more differently, it takes time to do alot of soul searching to appreciate others work. photographer have to be very sensitive, not to lights only, but to him or herself. im no photographer, im a student, learning.

its all clear now

finally, i asked her what will it be, and she gave me a clear answer, no more black clouds on my head, well, its all clear now. maybe some other day, she might rain.

kuala penyu with jen

after pu tuo shi, jen and i decided to revisit kuala penyu again for yesterday with chonk's trip is just for spot, so, this time we go for stop.

the un touched beach~

are you gona go my way?

natural lighting

i stop, cause the place was abandoned

all the memories

my face was like... dont mess with me when im shooting......lolz

goodnight, good day!

pu tuo shi

after the road trip with chonk, tammy, and jen, then i finnaly got my chance to shoot pu tuo shi, a temple in KK which i used to go with my mom for some shots, this is a beautiful place and very peaceful, and i think 90% of the locals never really enter this place before, most of the time i saw was taiwan or china tourist or many westerners tourist took a cab there just to visit it, but not locals, maybe its too near to visit.

in the end, i really believe people can easily get influenced by the surroundings.

girl friends

some of my friends asked me the same question alot of times, so, here is my awnser..... this is my lovers for my shootings.

stories from my colours

just ignore the nonsense, i didn't know what it means also. just some feelings for the photos

some portraits recently

one high key alex with a gun on his hand

desomond the looks suits you

the sound system looks

and my china old school mafia looks

don you just love this shot?

2 rolls of old 135format from kiss3

its been awhile i used my canon kiss3 for shooting, i loaded it with films since end of 2007, until recently i only finished those rolls..... damn, what took me so long?dono when was this taken, maybe somewhere in jan or feb

howard came, taken with the L lens, the FF 16mm

hmmmm, this feels like something

somewhere in er.... forgot

with the old unsharp blur lens

when derek's hair is still owning

taken recently, that day was kinda perfect, went shooting alone, searching for my flares

yeap, the shadow i left behind

the fucking bus i always takes

to the right side

i must say, im always into those infinity lines or tunnels or roads shots

taken recently also, most of the reminders and photos are gone, they doesn't make sence anymore.

a series of unfortunate events

i think since late of march, the whole april, may, and even june, they just dont love me.

it was a mess, everything.

now since my housemate graduated, mylandlord ask me to move out or rent the whole house, gona look for new home, grandma passed away, my 30d's shutter error and needed rm450++ for repair, my laptop zapped again by the mighty ZEUS, all went into service center.

dad's mom, aka grandma

what you've done, that fire will always burn in our heart

although you're gone

your image will not be forgoten.