lost it again

well, was up the whole night rushing the assignments, ( yeah, i know, last minute), so, in the morning ah soo came over to Mc D for breakfast, i'm still in zombie mode. after the school, was 5pm something, was fishing in others people presentations too.... fishing in the bus too..... then when i came out of the bus, i saw a skyline GTR35 near daiki cafe, so i take out my compact for a shot, after the shot, i realized my wallet is not in my pocket anymore.

i know sometimes it sounds stupid, you know this place well, you know its hopeless, you know you'll fail, but you still have those kind of hope, those words telling you, maybe someone will pick it up and give it back to you, i even went back to the bus for a check, but i already knew what will be the result. then i start to think why i lost it, what have i done wrong to loose it?

well, at least i tried, i tried to ask, i tried to look for it, then when i saw the road that i walked, there's no sign of my wallet, and the bus is empty, and the most important, no one is waiting for me to give me an answer. crap, i was so damn tired, so damn confuse, so damn dissapointed and so damn pissed. i called my dad, he dint scold me, but saying, "well, its an experience, be carefull next time" with his answers, i remember something

GET OVER IT~ its over, Yeah SO? WHATEVER~

well, ofcoz thats not his awnser to me, but he did remind me of these awsome word. well, atleast i tried again and got my results, you got your results? have you tried to get it?

GET OVER IT~

PSA videography assignment feb09

well, after ah soo's session, it mine, i got my own video to shoot, a short 40 sec PSA video~ alot of stuffs is different from photography, like the lightings and camera angles and so so~ before shooting the video, i've been watching all the wong kar wai's movies over and over again, and cashback, for the compositions. after having all these videos session, i finally understand how tired a small sessions can be.

after i joined the videography sub, i cant always concentrate on the movies that i watch, its better to be a stupid again, coz you wont notice the camera movement, bokeh, the lightings, you just watch and enjoy the movie, i did have a look on the movie, twilight, which is loved by the girls and some lala guys.... LOLZ, for me, i dont like it, i rather choose THE spirit for the art direction and the feel seems better, Twilight, for me.... ergh..... too teens movie.... and seems like emo wana be.

i guess i better dont say whats good or whats bad..... its still to early for me to say that a movie got good angles or effect, especially the lightings, damn hard to say. for now, i must force myself to watch those movies which the girls like, or the "they think they so high educated ppl"'s movie.......so i can get comercialized and earn money~ hmmmmmmm, good idea!

another wedding session in feb 09

after my cousin's wedding, one of her friends saw my works and asked me to take photo too for her wedding. well, wedding is not really my cup of tea. TIRED, well, i always do my best while working. too many pics, i just randomly choose some pics to post in the blog. still feeling damn lazy!